asmaradhana is an exploratory space in reflecting life experiences by Maria Melania Lallo. Most of her work is inspired by culture, tradition, and spiritualism.

Alameda Twilight

I didn’t want to be the one to forget, I thought of everything I’d never regret.

A little time with you is all that I get, that’s all we need because it’s all we can take.
— Daft Punk

 

That evening between daylight and darkness, I had a pleasant walk in the woods. Before the twilight took place, I had walked, and I walked far.

Had I looking for something? Had I looking for a man, like real man? But a real man is impossible to find. A real man can only be found in the light of revelation. A real man with heart like gold, it looks expensive and has a lot of value. A real man with a heart nothing can match it.

Could it be a real man who was with me here? Is he already gone now? Is he long gone?

Forget, I could not forget. More, and more visible. Like a big mature trembling aspen trees surrounding me. Here in Alameda Central, my feeling towards him has started to bloom exponentially.

No, no, I told myself no— Do not argue, do not reach for the stars. Do not expect, you’ll get burned. Your face will be burnt, your blood be fried, and last you’ll be eaten by a naughty giant who owns the dark.

Okay, okay, I told myself okay— In that case, send my regards to him oh elements of nature, tell him to have a good night sleep, also tell him… I have missed him already.

 

What can i do if i run out of Xanax?

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